So apparently this blog thing is still here.
It's been a really long time.
It always has been a really long time, so nothing new there. Yeah my life has changed pretty damn dramatically since I started this thing.
To update from previous postings, I married the beautiful Cindy and we had our second anniversary last fall. I've never been happier about a decision I've made. We like to say that nobody's perfect but she's perfect for me.
Last spring I got promoted to Senior Service Manager at Trugreen in Lincoln. Basically that means I'm in charge of the service department(all the people out in the field doing lawn and tree work). It also means that I'm sitting at a desk getting fat.
Also last year I finally got my name on a mortgage. It's a great house with a sun room and a half finished half unfinished basement(i like having part of it unfinished). It has enough bedrooms for all the kids to have their own, and it also has a puppy. Okay so it didn't come with the puppy but we got Wrigley right after we moved in and he's cute and hilarious.
I have the life I want. Probably the life I don't deserve but I'm keeping it.
Coke Zero is good now. I've blogged in the past about it being terrible but they've changed the taste just in time for the low carb diet we are on, and it's about 90.
I also haven't shaved for a month, and desperately need a haircut. I have good intentions of doing these things but somehow I find a way to not do them. I get in these slumps where I don't want to take care of myself and just put it off indefinitely. When I am doing it I continue doing it. I think this might be a form of depression. I used to call it "anxious laziness". My life runs in cycles of me going into these spirals of not wanting to do anything and not having the ambition to drag myself out of it. I talk big and then I fail to act.
I have a wonderful life. I'm just wired in a way that makes it hard for me to revel in it. I sometimes feel like I'm detached from the morality of how the rest of humanity works. A deep part of me wonders if I'm actually a psychopath. A silly notion.
Anyway that took a dark turn.
I'm a strange person, so don't take it to seriously. Thanks for watching.
